Hi. My name is Ashley and I am thinking about getting on Xanax for my anxiety problems. Yes, I have heard of the negative effects of Xanax, that is is addictive and such things. Those things scare me but the point is that I really am desperate because my anxiety is overtaking my life. I am just asking for advice on whether you think the benefits outweigh the negatives in my situation.

Ok, well the anxiety disorders I suffer from are panic attacks, agoraphobia, post traumatic stress disorder, OCD and generalized anxiety disorder. Due to these things I dropped out of school, I don’t work (I am considered disabled from the government), I don’t really ever hang out with friends and I am afraid to leave my house. I won’t leave my house for weeks unless I have a therapist appointment. I am even afraid to leave my room and go into other rooms of the house. I constantly feel like I am on the brink of having a panic attack. Shaky and full of energy and I get depressed because it’s like my whole life is me in my room watching tv or on the computer because I can’t really do anything else. I am always tired because how anxious I always am. My parents are alcoholics and because of my PSTD I am constantly worrying that they are going to die or something bad is going to happen. It’s like all I ever think about is fear or avoiding a panic attack. Because of OCD I waste a lot of food because I have a fear of food being contaminated and it needs to pass all these tests I do that I don’t want to explain. Anyways I also have trouble with things like sleeping and taking a shower. I am afraid of being out of my room for as long as a shower takes so I end up not taking one for a week or so. I get scared of going to sleep sometimes when my anxiety is too high and that just makes it worse. I’m always moody because people want to talk with me or hang out but i’m always anxious so I always yell at them even though I feel bad later. The medications I am currently taking are effexor 75mg, buspar 15-35mg and serequel 25mg daily. I also take a blend of chinese herbs that are suppose to be calming, as well as the vitamins magnesium and vitamin d. I have been to acupuncture twice weekly and therapy once a week. I do not drink caffeine at all and I eat very limited amount of sugar. However, none of this really seems to help and it seems I just keep getting worse.

I have taken xanax and klonopin before and they seemed to really help like nothing else can. I am afraid to take it though because of stories of addiction. What do you think I should do?

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